This is my goodbye

I miss calling you everyday, having someone to always text, someone to tell me they loved me everyday, laughing our heads off, our deep talks, I miss a lot of things we use to do.. 

I don't understand how you could leave me without closure or even a goodbye..

I've been waiting to talk.

All I needed was a goodbye.

The truth.

Today I finally realized you don't miss me. You're never going to come back and talk. I finally realized you don't need or want me.

It's going to be okay.

All I ever wanted was for you to be happy.

I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I couldn't be your everything.

I've learned a lot. I'm even starting to find the real me. 

I've turned to anger and embarrassment when all along I've been trying to hide the hurt.

But it's time to let go.

I forgive you.

I believe everything happens for a reason. 

I wish you the best of luck. Don't forget our talks. You're going to do great things.

Please don't forget me.

Goodbye..